What to Say, What to Say?

It's been a while since I posted, I was in Delaware visiting my brother and sister and law who I became very close to, and now I am working at my parents daycare center again and do not have much time to get on the interwebs much. I also have not been able to write much either, which irritates me, but I like to write from beginning to end and I'm at a point where I need to build the romantic relationship between the main character and her going to be lover but it is hard to do in my state of mind, I should have been writing it while I was with Jon but I was to preoccupied to at the time, so I either have to write another part or put it aside for a while, and I've decided to put it aside for a bit. When I have more time and I'm in a better state of mind I will pick it up again. It is still vividly in my head and I will get back to it and hopefully soon, I don't want to desert Emma and her world I just need time so I can be able to write the romantic mushy stuff without crying or breaking Emma's heart because that's not suppose to happen. I'll keep updating on here whenever something new happens, but for right now it is really time to get over my own personal heartbreak and truly move on with my life.

Things are Looking Up

I did not see Jon while he was in Texas, but this is a good thing I was not ready. He wasn't here very either. But we've been talking tonight and I understand more now where things went wrong. He did his bad and I did mine and now I think I can truly start to heal. I'm beginning to feel good. I don't know when I will be ready to move on but I know it will be closer now then it was before, also knowing that he is not ready to move on either helps, it lets me know this was hard for both of us but also that it would most likely have happened eventually. Live and Learn and then move on with your life.