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Life has been dull. I miss Jon so much and really just want to feel his arms around me. I am going to be working with my parents for the next couple months so that when I move to California most likely in November I won't have to find a job and just focus on school. My tattoo is healed for the most part. I still have not made it to the doctor and I really need to do. I am so tired and still have not been able to get a decent night sleep. I don't have anything else to say. My life right now is one big ball of Dull.

Fun things I never want to do again

But have to every year. Being a girl sucks, it sucks very much. I never want to have to go back to the ob again yet I know I must, it is definitely not a pleasant experience and I wish I did not have to go through it ever again. Being a girl sucks.

On a better note I skipped my one class today to hang with this two-year-old that loves me to death. It makes me sad to go see him now because he never wants me to leave and I always have to. He says "Mea Mea, no leave. Aidan go bye bye with Mea Mea?" and I always have to say "No Aidan can't go bye bye with Mea Mea, Mea Mea has to go to school/work. Aidan has to wait for mommy to come." Then he will continue to cry as I have to walk out the door. He is so attached to me. Now I have known him and his parents since he was three months old and I have been babysitting him since he was six month. I am good friends with his mom and she also happens to be one of my bosses at work, but was my friend first. I have taken him from daycare and I have permission to when his parents can't pick him up in time, I have done it recently, takeing him to his mom at work, where I had to be anyways. So I can see how he got so attached it just makes me sad that I make him cry, it didn't use to be like that he use to be fine with me leaving but when I moved to Austin and stopped going to see him everyday, now I only make it there once a week if I'm lucky, he reverted back to what he did when he was one. He is the sweetest kid ever and I hate to see/hear him cry, it makes me sad too. :(

Tests

So I has a psy test today it wasn't that bad so with luck i did well. I have a pre-cal test tomorrow so hopefully I will do well on that. Went to the doctor got for shots and blood drawn, they had to stab me with the needle twice and still only got half a cc of blood. I guess my body doesn't want to give up blood.

So much to do, and not enough time

I'm babysitting tonight and I have to go to the doctor tomorrow. It works because I will be a my parents house and don't have to wake up at 6 to get to my appointment, but I have to bring all my crap from my dorm with me to study and on the only day I don't have an early class I have to wake up early :(.

I have been working on my novel so I will post some of that soon.