Delaware

I am in Delaware visiting my brother. my flight was long and I have been up since 7am yesterday. I would be asleep but we saw Inglorious Bastards and no one can go to sleep right after seeing that. Great movie loved it but oh my it is disturbing. Will be here till the 30th and plan on having a good time with my bro and sis in law.

I need a Break

I am thinking of going somewhere anywhere I really don't care where. I just know I need a break, that I need to get away and go to some unknown, to me, place to clear my mind. I need to get away from Austin and all the stress that is here and go to a place where I can really relax. Just sit back and breath. Just work on Sleepless. Just have some time off. I want to go for a long time. I want to leave soon and not come back right away. I don't know how long that will really be but even if it is only a week or so it would be better then being stuck here. It is really getting to me that I am back in my parents house, I mean yes I want to work with them and learn from my dad and do what he says so that in four to five years I can retire, that would be sweet, but I know that it is not going to happen if I don't get a chance to clear my head. I need to just relax and not think of the things I need to do. I really need time to just do what I want to, I have been working so much if not school actual work and now I just want to be a kid. I cut my childhood short by going to Europe and then needing a job to pay for when I got back and pretty much ever since I got that job I was no longer a child, I had to schedule my fun at least two weeks in advance and that is a really hard thing to do. Part of me wishes I could go back to those carefree days of childhood, you know when you are four or five and don't really have any responsibility but people can understand what you're saying and might even listen to you. But there is a fine line in that. I want to be carefree but I have seen too much and know too much to ever go back to that, the best I can really wish for is some carefree time where I go somewhere and just relax and not really plan anything, just do whatever I feel like doing when I feel like doing it. I am going to try really hard to get this break, cause I really need and really want it. I am even thinking of places, within the US(I do have a passport I am just thinking of cost), that I would like to go. Places I have never been, which is quite a lot so it is not that hard on that part. All I really have to do is come up with the money and convince my parents this will be good for me and help me work better and more efficiently when I get back. It could work, I am an adult they can't really prevent me from doing what I want. I guess time will only tell if this is something I can really do.

Lets try this again

Okay So I left Friday afternoon with my family for Maryland to go see my brothers wedding. We had to changes planes in Nashville and we ended up two gates away from our next plane. We got to Maryland at about midnight and got to the hotel and pretty much went right to sleep.

Day 2 was the day of the wedding. We just relaxed and laid around waiting for the wedding to begin. At 2:00 the JP arrived my brother and his soon to be wife finished the paper work and then we had the wedding. It was short and simple but very nice. We then went out to eat at a Mexican restaurant and went back to the hotel before going to a really good ice cream place. Then it was back to the hotel and in to bed.

Day 3 we hung out at the hotel until some friends of my parents showed up and then we visited with them went out to dinner and then got back and talked some more and my mother myself my new sister in law and her mother then stayed up talking until 2am. Then it was off to bed.

Day 4 we relaxed at the hotel until we went to eat lunch and then it was back to the airport to head back to Texas. Many hours later we arrived back it Texas at 10:30pm and then it took a good couple hours to finally get home and into bed.

I think this was better then the last but I still feel that it was short.