Monday, July 6, 2009

Well it's Over, Done, Finished For Good

It is officially over. Jon will be in Japan for god knows how long and has started to move on and date so I will truly begin to move on to. I have tried in the past way back when I hadn't heard from him and then again after I had heard from him and the breakup was known on both ends. I am still going to try and keep in contact with him and be semi-friends it will be hard but we will see how it goes. This is actually really good because I can really truly move on now even through it will be hard I wont have the guilt I have been having not that I had anything to feel guilty for it is just the way I handled it I was not ready to give up and now I have to give it up cause he has started dating again I can try to start dating again for real cause that is what I need someone I can get close to and feel comfortable with. I have a long road ahead of me and it is not going to be easy, but I'll just take it one step at a time for now and see how far it gets me.


Dina said...

I'm sorry. That's a hard thing to hear.

But I think you're right. You need that news to fully move on. It's not right to keep you hanging like that.