Kenzi

Mackenzi was born yesterday. 7lbs 9oz 20 inches long, she is beatiful but no pictures yet as the two I do have are on my phone and I cannot get them onto a computer. All Zander wants to do is hit her, not to be mean but to say hi. As soon as I have access to pictures from a camera I will post some.

Oh and I think I am going to start my addictions series back up it died like many things I start often do and when seeing how I posted Zanders birth I found some of those posts too and decided that might be a nice way to write on here more, so probably tomorrow there will be another post up as my addictions have not gone away.

And the writing picks up

SO I wrote a huge part of my novel yesterday and I wish I could be writing more constanly but you know I still have to work, though my hours got cut because they put B in preschool so they need me less but I will have to make up so of those hours at my parents daycare until I have my business up and bringing in money but with any luck that will only take a few months. Anyways lots of novel writing will be happening as even with having two jobs I should have way more free time to get schoolwork and work work done so that I can write.

Oh and I have plane tickets so I will offically be going to reason rally and I am so excited.

Happy sucks to be single day

Yeah the title says it all. Today sucked ass, well not completely because I was at work and B was a ball of happy but otherwise it sucked.

Sunday Selcetion on Saturday Europe

More photos of Europe. Sunday Selections is brought to you by KIM.

I'm going to DC

SO I am heading to DC in March, about two weeks after my niece is born, but since we just found out that my brother is being deployed in June for six months she will continue to be in Arkansas until he returns from his deployment, giving me many opportunities to visit my niece/have my niece visit me.

Why am I going to DC, well for Reason Rally. I am so excited to go. I was not sure if I would be. I was going to take my little brother but my parents don't want him going without one of them and that is just not possible at the moment. But because he is not going I can now afford to fly, one ticket way cheaper than two. It will be a short trip as I have to work the Monday after, but because it is a short week the week before I get to leave Friday which means I don't have to rush and can enjoy my time more.

I am a little nervous about traveling alone, I mean I have been on a plane before and on my own but I was always meeting someone, a friend my brother, my family, this will be my first time having to arrange everything and be responsible for everything in a place I am not familiar with. Now I will only have to take a train and then be able to walk so I am not super worried about transportation once there but it all is still a bit nerve racking. But I am really excited and cannot wait it should be a good time.

Happy New Year! 2012

Goodbye 2011 Hello 2012

A lot has happened this year. I turned 21, my nephew turned 1, I found out I was going to be an aunt again but with a niece on the way, I came to the realization that my beliefs had change(recently which is why no post on it yet later on this will come later in the post), we got a new dog(a great Dane named Deo, we got Rose last year she is a Australian Shepard lab mix, Callie is not happy but has gotten used to them a bit), got to see family I hadn't seen in a while, got frustrated with school, had a break through on my writer block, and oh so much more that I can't think of because it's nearly 1am. I am also looking forward to the new year. I already have some things planed, lots of travel(well at least that is in the near future), graduation from University(I know I may have to change the name of my blog), and a lot of unknown.

So as for the past year I feel like I have had a lot of ups which makes for a good year. I may not be where I want to be in my personal life but hey you really can't force that now can you, however as for school and work and my novel I am in a good place, yes I need to make more time to write but the last few months away from it to relax has been helpful,no writers block just needed to think and get the story straight.

Now the change in beliefs. I don't talk about it much as unless you are going out to talk about beliefs and what not I've been taught not to really talk about mine but this is my blog so I am going to and probably will be doing so more in the future. So I discovered I was closer to atheist then theist which in all honesty I've felt that for a while not knowing if there was a god and well through research and exploration I feel there is not, however I do have thoughts about it if there by some chance there happens to be one or many. Again more to come in the future on this. That being said I am closer to being agnostic atheist then just atheist but my views are still developing so who knows where they will go. Already I know i will be attending the Reason Rally in DC this March 24th, my younger brother and I will be hopefully taking a bus to DC to attended the event and we are both really excited(I say hopefully because it is not for sure that the bus will be going until in March, enough people have to sign up for seats for it to leave from Austin).

My niece should be born sometime in the week prior to the Reason Rally and going to the Rally will most likely delay when I get to see her which is okay I didn't meet Zander until a few weeks after his birth as he was in Dover and I could only take the week of Thanksgiving off at the time and I am trying to take as little time off as possible as work may be changing as well but it is too soon to talk about in more detail yet, But I will see Kenzi shortly after her birth since she will be in Arkansas which is just a short 7 to 9 hour drive from Austin, no big deal.

All in all I am looking ahead to the new year and will do my best to write more as well as many other things I plan to make more time for.