I did It

I beat my post from last year with this one it's 63 to the 59 from last year. So yay!

And that is all, till midnight anyways.

Peace.

Addiction part 4

The latest addiction is Rugrats, O watched it as a kid and now I can watch it on Netflix. It is a nice thing to watch when recovering from teeth removal, comforting and reminds me of childhood. Okay I know these are normally longer but my mouth still hurts so this is all for now.

Peace.

The teeth are out

And my mouth fucking hurts. I hate that I can feel the pain, it sucks.

Continuation of addictions part 3

So this is going to short and sweet. My family is now also addicted to Dead Like Me.

That is all.

Peace.

Also A Happy Birthday

Also today is my dad's 50th Birthday, So a Happy Birthday to him, although he is not allowed to read the blog.

Peace

Addictions part 3

So my next addiction has come and gone, well not really gone but anyway. It is a show called Dead Like Me. This show only lasted 2 seasons, 24 episodes and a movie. It is an awesome show with the word fuck said a lot and when I say a lot I mean more times then you can count per episode. I said it is gone because I have in the last few days watched all episodes and the movie. But it is still an addiction, and yes it is another one about death. As it is a show about Grim Reapers. I'm am sad it only lasted what it lasted but that is TV for you. I have other addictions ready to write about but I am sticking to one per post. So back to Dead Like Me. I fucking love it, it has made me want to say the word fuck a whole lot more. Which I cuss but not a lot since I work with a child but anyways it really has me wanting to use the word fuck more.

I do have to say I hate what they did with the movie, not the plot or anything that happened, but a casting choice. They changed one of the main characters and the persons the choice looked nothing like the original and that sucked balls. I mean I get that you can't always get that actor for something like that but okay so they had a new boss I betting because the original couldn't do the movie but they made a new character and I think that is what they should have done for the one that they kept the Character but changed the actor it pissed me the fuck off and I'm sure it did the same many other fans. The original had a way with the role she was the role and the impostor was fatter,uglier, and couldn't pull the character off it really sucked ass and was so fucking irritating. As you can see fuck is the word of the post but really I am just being true to the addiction, because seriously there was a line that went fuck you fuck fuck fucker fuck fuck fuck, and I'm not kidding Reapers cuss like no shit, watch one episode and you would see why fuck would want to become a more used word in your vocab.

This being said netflix is the best as it lets me watch this stuff and get my TV addictions.

So Dead Like Me a fucking awesome show that makes one want to use the word fuck a whole lot more then they currently do.

And that my friends is my addiction for the time being so until next time, Peace.

Stuff

So part three really is coming, maybe later today.

In other things, I have until Jan 4 to get my school work for the week done, which is pretty cool. Oh and I only have to work two days this week, but that is because I am getting my wisdom teeth out on Thursday.

And really that is all for now.

Peace.

Merry Christmas

And Happy Holidays to those who don't celebrate Christmas.

Busy

Had a very busy day and still didn't get all that I needed to get done done, with a long work day tomorrow it should be interesting.

oh and addictions part 3 will be coming soon.

Peace.

Things

My dad is home has been since like 5.

B took a four and a half hour nap, which was awesome. And then her mom brought me dinner.

That's all for now.

Peace.

My Dad

My dad went to the hospital today, he is fine and should stay that way but they made him stay overnight so they can run some test in the morning, though he did go at 1:30 this afternoon but hey that is a hospital for you, plus my mom thinks the fact that we have good insurance is part of why they are keeping him.

peace.

Yes!

Was a close game but Pats won 31-27. Big sigh of relief there at the end but it is all good with a win.

Peace.

Football

Pats v Packers tonight, hoping for another Pats win. Another post after the game with the final score is very likely if Pats win.

So GO Pats!

And that's all I have to say for now. Peace.

Had a good time

Yes the party was fun and yes this post is short and is being made in the hopes of reaching my posting goal for the year.

That's it. Peace.

Party

I had to work today, but B was great in a good mood all day, and despite the lack of a real nap it was a fun and not bad day.

Now I get to go to a party, which will be a lot of fun.

So Peace.

Random bits

So we are getting a tree today. My little brother is insisting that it happen today so it is going to.

Hopefully we will make it to Home Depot to get wood to build a block so the spaz cat can't get under my bed anymore I am sick of having to move the bed or wait for her to come out.

I work tomorrow and then get to go to the Daycare's annual Christmas party should be a fun, long, but fun day.

I think I am going to work on Sleepless and the suicide book that is title less at the same time as last night I thought of a good first chapter and want to get working on it while still getting Sleepless finished.

B's mom loved what we made and now we get to make one for her grandma.

And I think that it for now, well it's all I can think of right now so, Peace.

Spaz Cat

So I have a cat and she is the most spastic cat on earth. She goes out during the day and is in at night. She attacks my feet and many other body parts. She is fat as she not only eats the dry food I give here but also any and all small creature she can kill when outside. Add in a puppy that also lives in the house is my cat is one big ball of spaz, though she does have the puppy trained to her control, for the most part. Anyways Callie, her name though really her name is Callika but that is weird to say, is a spaztastic cat crazy spaztastic, but she is an awesome cat so I keep her.

Time goes on

I realized today that Christmas is next week. Of course like every year my family still has no tree, the plan is to get is Friday, but we have been known to get it three days or so before Christmas, we are bad at getting trees.

Tomorrow I have to go into work early so I am going to take B to the center then we will go swimming at the Y and then we will go decorate things to give to here parents for Christmas/Hanukkah, and yes I know Hanukkah is over but we are decorating a picture frame that is half Christmas and half Hanukkah. B is in a mixed religion family and they still have the Hanukkah decorations up so yeah we are doing Hanukkah stuff to.

And now I have My thoughts have stopped so till later. Peace.

Addictions part deux

So a musical addiction this time, and that would be Evanescence. I got hooked on them way back in middle school and had not listen to them in a while when travel they came up on my mp3 player and now it is all I want to listen to. It has broken my Paramore addiction, which I have had for a good two years now I sure a break is okay, plus I have a huge playlist in Zune that has both and many other random songs I like to listen to, but right now I am listening to the Evanescence playlist and probably will for a while.

It is dark music that I actually got into in a not so dark part of my life things where about to go dark but I didn't know that, maybe that is why I was drawn to it, as I was only two years away from high school which is what started some of the darkest years of my so far short life. Which that story is for another post as those sad days were not an addiction.

I think I have come back to them for the dark aspect. Although I don't want Sleepless to get too dark it has its dark aspects and well to help get me back into dark places dark music is a must. I listened to this when I read a book called Cut, it was about cutting, I think I listened to this whenever I'm reading a dark book. But anyways it will definitely be on the playlist when I write the Suicide book.

I just took a look around my room which hasn't changed much since high school and I can count the dark elements of my decorating. My room is weird I think it would be hard to tell what I was like just by looking at it, though then again I guess it could tell a whole lot about who I am/was like I said hasn't changed since high school.

Anyways yes I am addicted to dark music. I love it makes it easier to write sometime, though I haven't tried writing to it recently. Which I think is what I am going to go do.

Till later. Peace.

A title escapes me

So first off I will be posting a lot in the next few weeks. I am trying to post at least as many post as last year and I need to post daily and possible twice daily to get that done, I slacked too much this year and now have to rush to catch up. Why? Because it would bug me if I dropped in posts from last year to this year when I gained in post from 08 to 09 so I feel I at least need to post the same from 09 to 10 if not more I will have to see if I can keep the focus and have enough good material which I think I will with x-mas my dad's b-day and my addition post.

In other news I have decided that after I finish Sleepless or maybe even while working on it I will be writing the Suicide book as it will be called until I come up with a actual title for me. The title of this post has nothing to do with the lack of title for this book, it just kinda happened.

Okay now to go write a post that will actually be published later, I know I never do that but the idea for addition part 2 just came to me and I have to write it now before I forget so be on the look out for it tomorrow.

Peace

I just remembered

I just remembered that I said I would try to post more pics so here some are.

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday to my sis-in-law Liz.

Addictions part 1

As I go through life I see something mostly on TV and then become addicted to it, this time it is the show Bones. I have watched Bones for a while now so it is really not a relatively new addiction but in the last few weeks I have watched/am watching every episode available on Netfilx. Before Bones it was Roswell, which sparked an idea for another novel, Bones did not do that as although I like murder mysteries I could not write something like that, although I have discovered that I write dark really well, maybe I'll write a novel on suicide, like a collection of different people committing suicide each chapter being the story of how that person got from living life to killing themselves, it would be really dark but not the first book about suicide as I read one about two years ago called Th3rteen R3ason Why, it was good, sad, but good. I say that because this post was about how good of a dark writer I am and the post it was on was a short prose of the experience of someone committing suicide. So writing multiple of those with more back story and detail could be an interesting thing for me. Maybe my addictions to a show about death and murder is bringing up the dark part of me, I know I am good at writing dark things so I know I should pursue that, but Sleepless is actually going well right now and of what I have written although I notice a dark undertone it is not a dark story everyone that has heard about it or read it has found it to be good and interesting. I love my dark writing but I also love my not so dark writing.

I do have to say that I think I am addicted to the dark writing more, because I am thinking of adding some darker elements into Sleepless, not for sure but seeing where the writing takes me.

On a different note I will be posting more pics of my nephew Zander asap and possibly tomorrow.

Oh this is also going to be a series of post about things I have become addicted to, weather they be books, TV shows, or other things.

Cuteness Update

I was watching the beginning of the Pats Jets game at work waiting for B's parents which meant B was watching it with me. Well something good happened, just a good play no score or nothing and I shot my hands up and said yes very loudly and I look down and B has her hands up too it was so cute, no pic was taken but even if there was I wouldn't put it here since she is not my kid, but anyways it was the cutest thing I have seen her do in a while.

I don't normally do this kind of post.

As the title says I don't normally do posts like the one I am now writing(I post after I draft, thus part of the reason for the last post) so why am I now, I don't really know I just felt like, what is this post that I would not normally do, well you're going to just have to keep reading to find out but it won't be too much longer before I get to the point.

Okay so my point, right you want that now. Well let me start with giving a little background on why I don't normally do this type of post, well I don't like confrontation so I try to not rock the boat. I have my views and will express them with my family but I don't even share all my views with them and being my family they can at times gleam what I feel and or how I feel about something, well I am going to share some of my views here today and not everyone my understand or agree with them, that being said remember my last post no ugliness or rude/hurtful comments, state your opinion and be kind to all any ugly or rude comment will not be posted.

So I read today an article on yahoo about ads for atheists and christens, talking about this and that and hoe there is an atheist ad campaign that happens to be running during Christmas. Well I am neither and atheist or a christen, I really don't know what I am. My parents think and say I am having a loss of faith and are sure that I will find my path, I think if I am going to be anything at this time I'll will be a Wicca, but that is for later. As with all articles on yahoo people can comment and there were some fairly ugly comments towards the atheists.

So my views, I think if there is a god he wouldn't care what the people and things he created thought and believed if he or she or some sexless all powerful being exists he she it will love everything it created. It won't send those who don't follow some book written by man and not him her it. He she it won't care if you believe in he she it or not he she it will love you all the same. No matter your beliefs not matter what you do because he she it made you or made it possible for you to be made and made it possible for you think and and breath and move and feel and be who you are and believe what you want, if the is a heaven there is no hell because no being that created a world would send those who he she it made to a place that is full of fire or lack of hope or there is fear or there is hurt, if there is a hell then we are all on it now and if we can make it through then we get the easy afterlife of heaven, we are not judged at death that makes not sense to be judged at death, we all live a life of ups and downs we all live in our own person hells at one point or another so why on earth in hell whatever ever saying you prefer would something someone that allowed to be created send of to a worse place than we are already in, that is just wrong and no loving higher being would do that, no truely loving being could do that.

I don't believe in organized religion, Wicca is the least organized religion that I can see good points in but I still wouldn't join anything, all they do is shove falsehoods down your throat and scare and guilt people in to doing what they think is right they don't talk to god if they do then they are crazy or have some mental disease and need help, either way if anyone say they talk to god they need help. I do get that some people well a lot of people need structure and people telling them what is right and wrong and that it is how a lot of people find tier ethic and morals but all organized religions are technically cults it's just the 'mainstream' ones are culturally and socially accepted but it still doesn't change the fact that they a cults as the definition of the word cult is "a particular system of religious worship, esp. with reference to its rites and ceremonies." this came from dictionary.com. I think if there is a god that life is not a test per say but a way of seeing how its creations is changing and evolving and when our life comes to an end the all power being if it exists will take us to in the infinite space of the universe. As an intellectual being myself I can't truly say what is or is not out there as I do not have all the facts, but I can express my views and say what I think and believe. I don't do these kinds of post because I don't like confrontation but the comments in that article bugged me and I know I didn't link it well I'm thinking I should so here it is.

And that is all for today mostly because I am losing my train of thought.